Comments on: The Stories of Real Crossdressers

By: Heather

Heather — Tue, 29 Jan 2013 11:01:52 +0000

This is a great website where we, crossdressers, can communicate and talk about our mutual passion. I was always interested in girls’ clothing as a young boy in the 50′s. I especially loved the crinolines that the girls used to wear under their full circle or poodle skirts. I was always trying to position myself so that I could get a perfect view of the frilly display of froth under a dress or skirt. It really used to turn me on. I then began to read about and see on television men dressed in women’s clothing. I particulary remember Milton Berle who used to dress as a woman with frilly crinolines under his dress, heels, padded bra, nylons, glorious wig and full makeup. Wow, I was mesmerized and turned on by such a feminine picture realizing it was a man. I think that was the ignition point for me, seeing men on TV or in the movies dressed as girls or women. Finally one day I asked my boyfriend’s sister if she would dress me up in her clothes with makeup and she agreed. One day she (Marilyn was her name) and her girlfriend dressed me fully as a girl using her bras padded with socks, panties, garter belt, nylon stockings, full slip, huge crinoline, poodle skirt, blouse, high heels, ladies hat(n0 wig) and full makeup especially a lot of red lipstick. They then took me out and paraded me about the neighborhood as Marilyn’s cousin. Of course, we fooled no one. They all knew it was me dressed up as a girl. I suffered the consequences of being branded a “pansy, sissy, panty boy, girly boy etc.” However the overwhelming joy I felt in being so fully dressed as a girl made me realize I was different from other boys. Later on I learned the terminology of this unique passion I had. I was a crossdresser. Now several decades later I am still as passionate about crossdressing as I was as a young teenage boy. I have more feminine underwear and skirts, dresses, blouses than I have male clothing. I never married as I felt my unusual interest would be a turn-off to women. However I read in these comments that many crossdressers have been lucky enough to match up with women who support their special interest. You are very lucky.

By: Jenny

Jenny — Mon, 31 Dec 2012 23:39:20 +0000

Hey Vinita

You’re so lucky you have such a supportive wife! I’ve been looking for wigs too but can’t seem to find any. Where are based in India?

By: Sandra

Sandra — Sat, 24 Nov 2012 04:36:04 +0000

Lanie, she wouldn’t have suggested if she wasn’t interested. She touched a part of you that she likes. I think you should talk with her and tell her that sometimes you feel ashamed, but you appreciate her kindnesses. I myself started wearing panties a year ago or so after forgetting to bring my underpants on a trip. My wife tossed me a few pairs of her panties and when I put them on, wow what a great feeling. Now I just wear panties. Forgot a few months ago and went to the doctors for a physical and had satin hi cuts on. I was a little surprised that I didn’t recoil when he came in and I was in panties. Now I have a stash of fem stuff that I love to put on, but NO ONE knows. I don’t feel ashamed, but I’d be mortified if someone walked in on me while I was in a sissy dress and petticoat with hose, breast forms, a wig and high heels and makeup. What? But it’s really fun to dress up like a woman. It’s just fun for me. I don’t personally feel guilty, just dont want my family knowing this side of me. For me it’s private.

By: christinea

christinea — Thu, 25 Oct 2012 18:56:44 +0000

Hi, I am a CD and I am straght and have been since I was 5 or so, I’m 23 now. It all started because of my cousins and my sister. They would dress me up in dresses, leotars and many other things. The fist few times they did it I was mad and didn’t want to be dressed as a girl; but by the third time I really started to like it and would continue to wear it even when they stopped playing. Then after a few years I stopped doing it because i was told it was wrong. I was 7 when i stopped, but one day when I was 13 i had an urge to try on panties, so I went into my moms room found her underwaer and picked out a silky pair of panties I LOVED THEM!! The next day i went to see what other pairs I could find and thats when I tried on my first thong. Now I wear thongs and panties all day every day (thongs are the best) and i dress fully as a girl any chance I have. I had a girl friend that loved to see me dressed a would buy me clothes and let me where hers. I wish I had another girl that would understand me like her. I would also like to meet some other CDs and learn some things from them. my Email is pyro-778 at hotmail.

By: rebecca

rebecca — Sun, 23 Sep 2012 12:21:33 +0000

I have been CDing since as far back as I can remember (5 y/o appx) . My first wife did not exept it, she would find my cloth and throw them away. I really hated her for doing it, what gave her the right? she new I crossdressed before we married. Anyway since my devorce I remarried ,my new wife supports me and helps me with finding cloths that fit and match. Oh. I am 48 y/o. I learned a long time ago that the pretty cloths are the smaller sizes, Im a 14,used to be a 10, working on getting to 12,maybe some day a 10 again.

By: Vinita

Vinita — Wed, 08 Aug 2012 10:07:32 +0000

I have been dressing for 25 years now and have graduated to tailored clothes ( we can easily afford them in India) and have a full cupboard of all types of clothes. My wife is very supportive and halls me but stuff that I need. She also occasionally surprises me with some jewellery.
I wear panties every day to work and after work slip into feminine wear every day. Even though I have a high stress job, this habit has kept my blood pressure 120/80
I just need two things. Wigs and silicone breast forms. I have not yet gone out and hope to do so one day

By: Lanie

Lanie — Mon, 09 Jul 2012 09:11:59 +0000

I have read soooo many of articles, and all are great.
When the ones that are of those still in hiding. What matters
Is Finding YOURSELF and een more so ACCEPTING
yourself for who you are.

I am a 30 something cd. And like most have early memories of
Trying on p-hose as early as age 6-7 an then again in my teens
With my sisters rights bras and panties. I remember joining the
HS swim team just so I’d have an excuse to shave my legs and try
On p-hose that way. Also, like most, I have bought and purged many things, many times due to my own personal guilt/shame. What I’ve come to realize is until we accept ourselves we can’t never expect someone else to. I had a GREAT GF that I very fearfully came out to and she completely accepted my cd-ing and even went out with me in dress. The problem, I always felt like she was doing it just to appease me and therefore always shy’d away from dressing around her and even redirected the subject when she brought up if I had dressed lately or wanted to with her. I let my own insecurities cause me to push her away and finally leave her. My point is she NEVER had an issue with my dressing. I was ME! Today she remains a good friend an recently after a photo shoot she did in lingerie she commented maybe I would like to do a photo shoot. I told her I HADENT been working out enough lately, and she laughed and pointed at her picture in lingerie and said, “no silly, like this”. Even then, I quickly became inner scared AND ASHAMED and changed the subject. So it seems I still have
A Long way to go to self acceptance. I hope anyone who reads this post finds it somewhat useful if for nothing else to know your not alone but that what we do is NOT BAD JUST NOT UNDERSTOOD BY MAINSTREAM.

May you all find your inner strength and peace to be who you are
Inside! Whether that be str8, bi, gay, trans, or even a girl trapped in a boys body. Your all unique and VERY SPECIAL!

Love,
Lanie Las Vegas

By: Julianna

Julianna — Sat, 30 Jun 2012 07:10:31 +0000

hey, im julianna (my fem name) im 15 and i looove crossdressing.
It all started when i had a dream when i was 9 years old… i was twirling around in a skirt, and have lots of fun…
after a while, i thought about this dream, and i went to my sister’s room, took one of her school skirts, and twirled…
it felt amazing….
that was the moment i knew i was a crossdresser…
that night when she was asleep, i took all her dresses, tried them on, and felt more beautiful than ever before.
I never told anyone and still havent today. Its my dirty little secret…
When i got older, i wondered what was in my mom’s closet cuz i always thought they wouldnt fit…
one day when i was like 11 or 12, i went in there and tried some stuff on, and some stuff did fit… i mainly liked the dresses, and i hoped to find a strapless dress, but i never did…
I ALWAYS wanted to wear a strapless dress, and i still havent today, but i will soon.
When i hit 13, i stopped wearing my sister’s clothes, and just wore mom’s. that was when i got more into it and wore panties and bras. that was really fun.
eventually, she got more cute dresses, and since she had a HUGE wardrobe, i would just take them, and she would never notice… and she still hasnt today.
the next year i learned that crossdressing was a “sin” and i stopped for about a good 6 months, til i realized… its just wearing clothes… how is that a sin?
so i went back into it, and i wore the best dress i could find of my mom’s: her wedding dress
it barely fit, but it was still a great feeling.
Now, in the summers, i try to have an every night “fashion show” in my room when i experiment with different clothes of my mom’s.
sometimes i like to wear all of them at once so i’ll have a skirt on top of a skirt on top of a dress on top of a blouse on top of another blouse and on top of another blouse with hose. amazing feeling.
I will continue in the future, and i cant wait to be able to buy my own clothes.
I want a wife who will let me crossdress, and be a woman and a man. Im still deciding whether i wanna transistion, but right now, im straight.
I would like an mtf wife, so we can share crossdressing stories and paly dress up together… that would be fun.
I love crossdressing, and i wont let anyone not let me be myself. girl power.
love, Julianna <3

By: Nestor (Natalie)

Nestor (Natalie) — Mon, 25 Jun 2012 21:34:06 +0000

Hello ladies! Well I’m 17 soon to be 18 and I have been crossdressing since I was 10 but haven’t told one of my five sisters till I was 16 after admitting my sexuality.
Ever since I began, I have been getting caught continuously by my mother with her panties in my room. As I got older my obsession over women’s clothing has increased, therefore, getting caught with more and more clothing in my room. Each time we’ve been having talks about “me wanting to be a girl” or “me being gay”. Since me and my mom were never really that close, I could not admit anything to her.
Only once have I been caught with a bright red lacy undershirt on. I have never been accepted by my mother but she has also remained in denial. Avoiding the idea of my sexuality as well as my interests/habits. Now that I will be 18 and living with an open minded sister and her family, I will soon be living an amazing life as a female half the time.
There will always be that one person, maybe more, who will accept or even like what you do in your lifetime. Sometimes it’s much easier if you just comeout to the right person. I will crossdress till the day I die.

By: Josh

Josh — Sun, 24 Jun 2012 13:40:59 +0000

Hi! I have crossdressing since I was 10! It started with my mom’s clothes and some of my sisters! As I have gotten older I purchase my own clothes! I am 33 years old! I also like telling people that the clothes are for me! Just brings a satisfaction!